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Last Day = All the emotions!!

What a bittersweet feeling to be done this summative practicum (and my entire teaching degree), but have to say goodbye to my students and the wonderful classroom that I have called ‘home’ for the past ten weeks!!

I will miss my students dearly and am so thankful for the time we had together. They helped me grow as an educator and I am proud to be leaving here a better teacher than when I arrived.

My students grew equally as much, and I hope they take pride in all of their efforts and achievements–just as I take pride in mine.

As I bid farewell, I thank my students, my coaching teacher, and the staff for such an amazing experience and for the kind and thoughtful parting gifts šŸ™‚

And, moving forward–after two chaotic years of juggling kids, life, a full course load, and teaching-on-call–I am happy to announce that I have accepted an Early Literacy Teaching position starting Tuesday!!

As I embark on this new journey, I want to send a big shout out to everyone who has supported me – especially my amazing parents who stepped up BIG time to help with my three kiddos; all the teachers and educators who mentored me over the past four years (as an uncertified TTOC and teacher candidate); my friends who were there when I needed to unwind over a chat or an escape to the mountains; and my epic cohort of teacher candidates who have gone from being strangers to life-long friends ā™„ļø

So much love to you all,

Ms. Hesselgrave

Final Practicum…here we go!!

I could not have asked for a better way to start my fourth and final practicum than to spend three epic days at Troll Mountain Resort skiing with an amazing group of students and co-workers! And, we just received over 52 cm of fresh powder so the conditions could not have been better!!

This first week was intended to be a phase-in period–a time of classroom observation and getting to know the students–so although I was not in the “classroom” I was able to capitalize on building deeper and more meaningful relationships with my students and many of their families in the fresh outdoor air, where we could be active and enjoy our beautiful “backyard” together!

Many of my students had never skied before so I had the opportunity to teach them the skills they needed to be successful in an activity that I love so much! Sharing in their excitement was priceless and I’m not sure who was more proud…me or them šŸ™‚

Other students were avid skiers and thought it was so cool that Ms. H could really ‘shred’, lol!! Together, we went down the more difficult runs and enjoyed the thrill of skiing in two feet of fresh, soft powder…wahoo!

What a great week…now back to reality, the curriculum, and unit/lesson planning :-/

We made it to Winter Break šŸŽ„

If youā€™re not exhausted & covered in glitter and glue did you even work this week?!?! lol

Even as a TTOC, I was able to do some festive Christmas crafts with a few last-minute plans that I put into action while filling in for a grade 2/3 teacher over the past three daysā€¦and I thoroughly enjoyed every minute of the hectic messiness!!

Every Classroom needs a treeā€¦complete with hand-made decorations of course ā™„ļø
And some hand-print Penguin friends šŸ™‚

So much fun was had!! I hope that each of you got to partake in some holiday crafts that made you feel like a kid again!

My heart is definitely full and I am so ready to spend time with family & friends!!

A big shout out to all my teacher peeps…may you enjoy this much deserved two-week break!!

From my home to yours, wishing you all a safe & happy holiday season ā™„ļø

Together in education,

Ms. H

This šŸ‘‡šŸ¼

No truer words could be spoken!!

#Truth

To all my teacher friends šŸ™ŒšŸ¼


The struggle was real today, Iā€™m not gonna ā€œsugarā€ coat it (pun intended) lol!!

The “Halloween Hangover” is a real thing!!

Happy HalloweenšŸ‘»šŸ–¤šŸŽƒšŸ–¤šŸ’€

The Addams Family

From my family to yoursā€¦have fun, stay safe, and remember to brush your teeth šŸ˜‰

Orange Shirt Day & Truth and Reconciliation

On the day before National Truth and Reconciliation Day, I was called into a grade 4/5 classroom at one of our inner-city elementary schools.Ā Ā The teacher had not left a day plan, only a note to do an Art and Social Studies activity with an ā€œOrange Shirt Day theme.ā€Ā Ā Luckily, the students had Library first, so I had 50 minutes to think and plan for what I wanted to do in honour of this important day.Ā Ā I went to the Orange Shirt Day site (https://www.orangeshirtday.org/) and gathered a few ideas.

What transpired was truly amazing – the students were highly receptive, engaged, insightful, and so very  thoughtful.  They took to heart what we learned and shared their thoughts, ideas, and emotions so freely, and with such truth and understanding, that it brought tears to my eyes.  It was an honour to facilitate and be a part of the learning and sharing that took place in the classroom that day.  As such, I share this lesson plan hoping that my fellow teacher candidates will one day have an opportunity to utilize it and share in a similar experience.

First, I began the lesson by showing the following audio-visuals:

The first two videos feature Phyliss Webstad and provide an overview of her experience at residential school and the origin of Orange Shirt Day.  The third is a music video titled, ā€œWe Wonā€™t Forgetā€, by the Nā€™we Jinan Artists from Skā€™elep School of Excellence.  After each audio-visual, we talked and discussed before watching the next.  Many of the children were shocked to learn that Phyliss grew up so close to them (less than 1.5 hours away, in Williams Lake, BC), and that the Orange Shirt Day campaign was born so close to home.  We discussed the trauma and the sadness of her story and of the experiences of Indigenous students at residential schools, how unacceptable it was, and how we must acknowledge what happened while remembering and honouring those who suffered (and continue to suffer), and work toward reconciliation and living to do better so that the past is never re-written.

Second, I read aloud the book, ā€œWhen We Were Aloneā€, by David A. Robertson, pausing to discuss as needed.  

Third, I asked the students to reflect on everything they had heard and seen thus far, and to tell me how they think Indigenous students felt/were made to feel at residential schools.  I wrote: ā€œStudents at residential schools feltā€¦ā€ on the centre of the whiteboard and asked students to raise their hands if they had a thought.  With each thought, I would acknowledge it, elaborate on it, and then write it on the board in one concise word.  The responses I received were honest and insightful, as follows: sad, scared, lonely, angry, confused, misunderstood, hopeless, helpless, anxious, nervous, de-valued, frightened, hungry, hurt, bored, sick, tired, broken (inside and out), depressed, and home sick.  To invoke further student empathy, I asked them to think about how they would have felt, spending up to 300 days straight in such a school as Phyllis had.  I re-counted how I was often scared and home-sick when I went to a friendā€™s house for a sleepover at that ageā€”a friend whom I knew and liked, never mind 300 nights at a strange place where the people did not treat me well.  This elicited the following responses from students: ā€œI couldnā€™t imagine being away from home at a scary place like thatā€¦I donā€™t even like going for sleepovers eitherā€ and ā€œI donā€™t like staying anywhere but my own house.ā€  The studentsā€™ empathy was tangible.

Forth, I asked students to think about how they, themselves, felt at school.  On an adjacent whiteboard, I wrote: ā€œStudents at school should feelā€¦ā€ and then asked students to raise their hands to tell me their feelings.  With each thought, I would acknowledge it, elaborate on it, and then write it down in one concise word.  The responses I got were equally insightful and included: safe, happy, excited, understood, forth-coming, valued, comfortable, creative, confident, with-going, willing, unique, kind, open, thoughtful/thought of, encouraged, and friendship.  I talked about how I, as a teacher, work hard every day to ensure that students feel this way and that I hoped they felt that!  

Fifth, we looked at and compared the two white boards, noting the stark differences between how Indigenous students felt/were made to feel at residential schools vs. how ALL students should feel at school.  I solidified that this is why we wear Orange Shirts on Orange Shirt Day and why the slogan, ā€œEvery Child Mattersā€, is so important ā€“ to ensure that every child is valued and cared for at school and to honour and remember those who were not valued or cared for in the past.  Orange Shirts are symbols of all of this!

Finally, each student got to choose a word from the board that described how students should feel at school and write that word on a paper feather (I found 5 different feather templates on Teachers Pay Teachers at https://www.teacherspayteachers.com/Product/Feather-Outlines-5847965 and printed them out on regular paper).  Each word was written on the centre in black and then the feathers were decorated, coloured, and cut out.  Students were reminded to do their best work as the feathers were going to be hung on the classroom bulletin board in the hallway.  The students took great pride in this and were so excited to show the parents, guardians, grandparents, and elders who attended the schoolā€™s read-in that afternoon.

If any of my fellow teacher or teacher candidate friends would like to access my full lesson, you can head over to my “Portfolio Components” section, and find in under “Lesson Planning and Resource Sharing” – Indigenous Education!

Snachailya,

Ms. H

The Creation of an Ethical Space

At the beginning of our first semester, we looked at Dawn Zingaā€™s chapter, ā€œTeaching as the Creation of Ethical Spaceā€, from Indigenous Education (Huia et al, 2019), wherein she tasked us with becoming more aware of the challenges facing Indigenous students in post-secondary spaces; with recognizing how educational spaces are highly contested and why; with seeing and understanding the ways in which we, as educators, are closely implicated in these contested spaces; with carving out ā€˜ethical spaceā€™ within educational institutions and our practices; and, most importantly, with acting and engaging purposefully in these ā€˜ethical spaces.ā€™

Now, at the beginning of our final semester in this course, we have been given the opportunity to revisit the idea of ā€˜ethical spaceā€™ as described by Professor Willie Ermine in his interview, ā€œWhat is Ethical Space?ā€ (McMasters University, 2010), and to start thinking about how we can construct a starting point with our coaching teacher for the intentional integration of the First Peoples Principles of Learning (FNESC).  As such, we need to go beyond the idea of ā€˜ethical spaceā€™ and focus on how it can be implemented ā€˜on the ground.ā€™  Ermineā€™s goal, much like Zingaā€™s, is aimed at doing just this: creating and carving out ethical spaces within a colonial system that has, historically, made no room for ā€˜otherā€™ ways of knowing or being.  As noted by Ermine: ethical space is a thoughtā€”an ideaā€”but thoughts and ideas are only powerful if they are put into action!  We must do something to foster ā€˜ethical spaceā€™ to really make a difference.

Ermine calls us to action, noting that, ā€œpeople are hungry for something that re-channels their thinking and the way things ought to beā€; going on to say that ā€œit comes from deep inside people, to do good, to be ethical.ā€  Ermine felt the hunger then (in 2010), and I feel it now.  As such, I dare to say that I am not concerned about my coaching teacherā€™s desire to work alongside me to intentionally integrate the FPPL during practicum.  Maybe I am being overly optimistic?!?  But I donā€™t think I am.  If my teaching experience has shown me anything, it is that teachers are ready for this change; students are ready for this change; administrators are ready for this change; and families and the community are as well!  How very exciting to be a part of the teaching profession during this change!

I look forward to working with my coaching teacher to create space where all knowledge is valued and, therefore, where all students (as humans) are valued.  Ermineā€™s ā€˜creation of an ethical spaceā€™, combined with Zingaā€™s ideas on ā€œethical spaceā€, the First Peoples Principles of Learning, and Dr. Tina Fraserā€™s 9 Rā€™s will serve as a roadmap to help me navigate the process.  These ideas and models will provide the perfect framework to start the important conversations; to act with my coaching teacher to ensure that the classroom we share is a place of equitable learning, where Indigenous learners, alongside their non-Indigenous peers, feel safe and confident in their ways of knowing and being.  A place where each individual is looked upon as human first; where there is no need to question difference (as was done so harshly in the past), but rather celebrate its value.  

I look forward to working together with my coaching teacher to create an ā€˜ethical spaceā€™ that welcomes and values one anotherā€™s knowledge and the knowledge of our students, their families, the community, and other staff members within the school.  I look forward to co-constructing and co-creating engaging school days for our studentsā€”to making school a space of fulfillment and enrichment for all involved! A space where the 9 Rā€™sā€”respect, relationships, responsibilities, reciprocity, relevance, reverence, reclamation, reconciliation, and reflexivityā€”are embodied and not just words on a paper!

Sources

Professor Willie Ermineā€™s ā€œWhat is Ethical Spaceā€ (McMasters University, October 1, 2010).

Dr. Tina Fraserā€™s 9 Rā€™s, based on the work of Kirkness and Barnhardt (1991) with the addition of her five Rā€™s (2021).

The First Peoples Principles of Learning (FNESC n.d.)

ā€œTeaching as the Creation of an Ethical Spaceā€ (Zinga, 2019) from Indigenous Education (Huia et al, 2019).

First Day of My Final Year in UNBC’s School of Education!

Joining all the kiddos out there, posing for the “mandatory” 1st day of school photo šŸ™‚

It is hard to believe that year one is done and year two has begun!

Year one was no easy feat! The days were long and hard, and it was a constant challenge to juggle my three kids’ school and extracurriculars with my own schooling, as well as working as an uncertified teacher on call, but I did it!! We all survived and, although the days were long, the year flew by!

I am sure this second year is going to be just as challenging, if not more challenging (with two long practicums, coursework, and final assignments), and go by just as fast! This time, however, there is a light at the end of the tunnel!

With only T-minus eight months until graduation day, there is not only light at the end of the tunnel, but opportunity! As a certified teacher, I will have the opportunity to get my own classroom; to bid on a continuing contract; to say goodbye to student life and hello to solely working/professional life!

I am so, so, so looking forward to May 2022…to juggling one less thing and wearing one less hat! But, until then, I better buckle in and hold on tight because these next eight months are gonna be wild!!

Third & Fourth Semesters in the Books!!

Phew, that was a tough four months! The Spring and Summer intersessions were no joke! They were super condensed and left little (to no) room for anything (or anyone) outside of the program!

Thankfully, I adore my Quesnel BEd peeps! They made the group projects bearable (LOL), helped me maintain some semblance of sanity, and kept me accountable to the many independent tasks that could have been put on the back burner in favour of enjoying the lovely spring and summer weather šŸ˜‰

And, thankfully, I had my family and friends outside the program who understood, were patient, and gave me the time and space I needed to get my assignments done! They could have disowned me, but instead they offered me amazing support, encouragement, and love! I could not be any luckier to be surrounded by the people that I am!!

Now, to enjoy every minute that is left of summer…it may only be a few weeks, but I will make the most of it with the people that I love and who are there for me on this journey!

Spending some much needed time with family & friends!
Soaking in Summer!!

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